When life is too busy...

Sir makes me smile.

Even on bad - OMG omg OMG days.. he still has the ability to make me smile - which leads to laughing.

One thing that he promised - and he has kept faithfully (like all of his promises) - is that there will never be a day without laughter in my life any longer. Every day i laugh. No matter how nasty the day is going.

Sir promised No more Easters apart. The other day he had said to me that in 4 to 5 months i will be home where i should be.

That made me smile ALOT. Im sure that the man on the moon saw my smile from way up there.

I so want to be home.

I have taken to reading some people's online memo's. There is two that i read faithfully. One that lives the way i SO want to.

Its nice to know one is not alone in this lifestyle.

I feel normal for the first time in my life. That in itself is NEVER a bad thing.
Free to run within my fences. And you know what.. i dont even see them anymore. I used to..but not anymore.

Im SO much happier.

now... get me home and life will be PERFECT!