So very tired

I still find it, and imagine i always will, very comforting that i have Sir near when my life gets way stressfull.

This past weekend my kitty began to act strangely. So noteably that i asked if i could take her to the Vet today. Sir said yes. This morning i called and brought her in at 430pm.

This afternoon she definately was not herself.
Constant communication throughtout the testing phases with my sir was good.. and very needed. He saved me from tears more then twice.

Tonight she gets to stay with the Vet. Her liver all but shut down. She will have an IV in her and tomorrow back to food - if she will eat and home.

Tonight im also wiped right out. I want to be within arms reach. Sounds silly but i want that cry too. But more i want to know its going to be ok.

I get stressed out.. and i reach to him for my support. I always get it no matter the distnace. He holds me together. After it passes i just want to be cuddled up tight and held still and be told its all ok......