Some of the

... best things are the little things that happen throughout the week that just make me smile...

Like when he hums me to sleep - works better then Nytoll guaranteed!

Like when he idly plays with my hair as we're snuggled on the sofa watching tv. Me in my spot between his legs.. him on his back. I honestly think every single time that happens, ever so contently, 'Can it get any better then this?!'

Like when he says "you know.. i kinda like you. But i love you much more". I know that he has told me that love does not have to happen when someone is owned.. but it sure makes things nice!

Like how he holds my hand tight when we're in crowded places. He knows i don't like big crowds and him holding tight is just the perfect grounding i need in that instance.

Like how he will pull me close and hug me tight and kiss the top of my head. Sometimes the hight difference is simply grand!

Like when he brings me strawberries when he's out without me. Forget flowers.. those win out ANY day!

Like how he will brush out my tangles for hours and hours.. taking great care never to pull.

... like today how he tells me not only do i love you but im insanely IN love with you. -Awwwww
My sir is a softie at heart!

Emails like this one:
"No matter what happens in life, know the following:
You are loved each day you open your eyes
You are needed as much as i need air to breathe
Your grounding is needed, makes you content
You know what you were born for, and finally found it
You grow and shine each day, making your life finally worth meaning
And i love my most precious gift, I hold only second in my life to my children"

*smiles*

In a few days time we will be taking a very long drive. We will go see his daughters for his oldest is having brain surgery. I am looking forward to the drive and the time alone with him during it. As well as the alone time in the evening hours. I do not, however like the reason why we are going.

Things here are settling in. Getting to some shade of normal. I am sure in a few weeks it will be ok.

My boss at work is being stupid again. Doing her 'your not doing your job' thing to me again. This time i have the HEAD boss backing my position up. I am sure tomorrow when i go in i will be in for a blast from hell! But sir said something really good today. He said.. I'm very glad to see i taught you well. Now... don't back down on your position. You are right - don't give it away.

Thing is.. i think she's trying to prove me incompetent so she can get her work papers to come back here. (she is from India) Thing is... I've been doing this job longer then she has. So - bring it on tough girl! I said to sir.. would it not be outrageous if i go on stress leave or maternity leave? They would HAVE to by law hold my position thus meaning not only can she not come over because I'm still technically employed but she will also have to do all the work i do for her everyday!! I laughed.. so did he.

I can be so evil sometimes... but im not going on leave (of any sort) anytime soon. Well no that is not entirely true. I will be going away with sir for a week. I have NO intention on telling her. HR knows as does my direct supervisor here. So... she can eat crap!

mmoooahahahahhahahah

:)

~me