Just another sleepy day

It's been hard waking up today. I can honestly say i don't think i have woken up from today!
sir called around 830.... after the conversation i went back to sleep. He called 2 more times and finally at 1130 he said enough.. get out of bed and start your day.

thing is...... i don't think it started. Sure i got out of bed did the normal take the dog out, come back in shower start coffee eat breakfast.....

But as soon as im done this - and its only 8pm - I'm going right back to bed. I will bet good money it takes me 2.5 seconds to fall into a blissful coma.

It's been a busy weekend. FULL of stress. So much so that "the thing that has no name" has made an early and very painful appearance. Which also means two cycles this month - oh joy.

Sir even brought up the topic of getting a hysterectomy done. That brought tears to my eyes. I said "but if i get preggo i wont have to worry over it for nearly a year." All he said was "that is true." and dropped it. A short time later he brought it back up that when i finally get to see the ob/gyn i should discuss this issue fully and suggest to him that we take out the thing that gives me cycles nearly when ever it wants (and that is WITH birth control!)

That makes me very sad.

One weekend maybe i should bring up this discussion..... of how sad it really makes me.

Maybe its just a phase - most of my friends are having them. Then again - i think its really him. I never wanted to have any with pecker head. He was just too mean. Sir on the other hand - he is an would make again to a small child a wonderful daddy.

I think I'm just gonna go read my book and fall into a coma.

*muah!*